semanticsaciation hey here I am to complain about stupid things again I'm terrified to back to school and the past 2 weeks thats been dominating my mid itts like the same feeling i had when i got to italy.. except now I'm at the end i just can't stop thinking about how all of that SHIT was so fucked up and also my social anxiety is back lol thought i said goodbye to that when i was 17 i just feel like everyone hates me including my bf and including strangers its like.. i don't need consoling tho... like obviously I'm an adult and I know its silly to think that way on the plus side I'm really good at ignoring people FUCK theres mostly nothing making me want to come back except justin but like he's way too good for me so like I'm arfraid that we are probably gonna end up breaking up eventually soon anyway somehow so yeah thats whats up with me i also feel like a grease ball??? personal